why does every competition are same? the judges are mostly subjective, neither debate nor blog competition, unfair. okay, my project with Clara for this blog competition was fail, we are lost. not to mention that we want to complain although there's something 'weird' in it yet we accept this because our presentation was bad, we realized. well, the judges said that our blog is really crowded, and the way we presenting were bad. idk but we know that, we used the (habit)way we delivered arguments for debate, emotional appeal and hastily and it feels arrrgh.

and why the hell the committee allowed their own school as participant and they sent two team, including to the Big 20 and then Big 5 and got the fifth and second position. and the judges are the teachers and a chair committee of the competition. what the fucking hell.
idk i hate competition right now, and feels like i'm going to stop join some competition. i'm sick of judges or adjudicators or who the hell they are.