I feel like a loser when I said I don't need something like night out, although they still have not allowed me.
me: "mom I've recieved a birthday party invitation this weekend"
mom: "then, how?"
me: "may I attending? please?"
mom: "what time the party will start? where? and with who you'll attending those party?"
me: "gonna start at 7pm, oh Jl. Godean, emmmmmm absolutely with myself mehehe"
mom: "are you sure? you're gonna be alone through the street"
me: "ohh no matter what. I'm brave enough to get over this"
mom: "well it's up to you" (she walked away while talked to dad, about this)
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mom: "where's the party location anyway?"
me: "hhhhhhh Jl. Godean"
dad: "specifically please? Jl.Godean is wider"
me: (oh God please) "I don't know exactly but not too far from Mirota Godean."
dad: "oohhhhh that's closes from here and still included crowded area."
BUT THEY HAVEN'T SAID YES/NO AND I GUESS THEY WILL ASK ME LIKE THAT AGAIN , LATER.
edit: and finally oh God I thankyou very muchhhh, mom and dad said YES! <3
yes and I'm freakin tired with all these stuff. I know life is need some rules and it's really a must thing in my family. dad always teach me about life, about how should be a nice girl, how to use my money properly, about nice attitude, about how to think about my future although I still stuck, and also tell me how to choose a very good music. and this, so far it's a very unreasonable thing, he loves jazz, and me too, but why? I have not allowed yet to watch jazz concert although it's just a mini jazz concert. mom have told me the reasons are the ticket price is expensive and I dont have so much to purchase and usually about the distance between the concert location and my house. oh God please help me to convince them that I can purchase the ticket eventhough it's just the cheapest price, I don't even care.
Last night, we watched a riot in a rock concert, and he said "if not a jazz concert, I'd never want to watch music concert". and that was hurted me so bad, because he never gave me permission to do so.
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